| Dead. |
[Tuesday
December 19th, 2006
2:40pm] |
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mood |
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 destroyed |
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My life is falling to pieces. I can't stop crying. I wish I did something different, but I don't know what I did in the first place. He says I didn't do anything. I promise to wait but it hurts so much.
Today is the last day of the semester. One more class to go. And I don't think I want to come back. I just wanted to make him proud. I don't know what to do next. I really really don't. I just never thought something like this could happen. Could, not would. I feel so sick and unhealthy and alone. He's my best friend. My best fucking friend. I've never had anyone like him before.
I don't even have anyone to talk to. I haven't written in here in almost a year but it's the only place I could think to go to.
It should have been ours.
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| Aerosmith/Motley Crue tickets |
[Saturday
September 16th, 2006
10:53pm] |
If anyone has $135 and wants to see Aerosmith/Motley Crue with me and Dan Sunday night, lemme know please.
6313872796
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| Sore. |
[Monday
June 19th, 2006
4:56pm] |
| [ |
mood |
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 curious |
] |
Where are the pictures from Mofokin Wrestling Night???
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| Bodies. |
[Thursday
June 1st, 2006
1:25pm] |
| [ |
mood |
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 envious |
] |
I have a lot of things to say right now. Too many to sort through and put into writing here. Sorry. I miss everyone a lot. My next roadtest is soon. If by some miracle I pass, then...I don't really know. I suppose things will change.
Dan still makes me very happy. And I'm still in love. It's very nice.
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[Saturday
May 13th, 2006
1:29pm] |
| [ |
mood |
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 contemplative |
] |
| [ |
music |
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NIN |
] |
Mindless Self Indulgince tonight
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